i've been sitting here trying to find myself

catencode 13 years ago

i've been sitting here 
trying to find myself. 
i get behind myself. 
i need to rewind myself.
looking for the payback. 
listen for the playback. 
they say that every man bleeds just like me
and i feel like number one, yet i'm last in line.

a bittersweet symphony

catencode 13 years ago
Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, that's life
Tryna make ends meet, you're a slave to money then you die
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
You know the one that takes you to the places where all the veins meet, yeah
No change, I can change
I can change, I can change
But I'm here in my mold
I am here in my mold
But I'm a million different people
From one day to the next
I can't change my mold
No, no, no, no, no
(Have you ever been down?)
Well, I've never prayed but tonight I'm on my knees, yeah
I need to hear some sounds that recognize the pain in me, yeah
I let the melody shine, let it cleanse my mind, I feel free now
But the airwaves are clean and there's nobody singin' to me now
No change, I can change
I can change, I can change
But I'm here in my mold
I am here in my mold
And I'm a million different people
From one day to the next
I can't change my mold
No, no, no, no, no
(Have you ever been down?)
I can't change, oh, no
I can't change, oh
'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, that's life
Tryna make ends meet, tryna find somebody then you die
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
You know the one that takes you to the places where all the veins meet, yeah
You know I can change, I can change
I can change, I can change
But I'm here in my mold
I am here in my mold
And I'm a million different people
From one day to the next
I can't change my mold
No, no, no, no, no
I can't change my mold
No, no, no, no, no,
I can't change my mold, no, no, no, no
It's just sex and violence, melody and silence
It's just sex and violence, melody and silence
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
Been down
Ever been down
Ever been down
Ever been down
Ever been down
Have you ever been down?
Have you ever been down?
Have you ever been down?

i'm not the one

catencode 13 years ago

i'm not the one who's so far away when i feel the snake bite enter my veins. never did i wanna be here again and i don't remember why i came.

i don't mind you coming here

catencode 13 years ago

i don't mind you coming here wasting all my time. cause when you're standing oh so near i kinda lose my mind. it's not the perfume that you wear. it's not the ribbons in your hair. and i don't mind you coming here and wasting all my time 😮

pushing all the mercy down

catencode 13 years ago

thumbing through the pages of my fantasies. pushing all the mercy down, down, down... i wanna see you try to take a swing at me. come on, gunna put you under ground, ground, ground.